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Can’t eat,

need to be filled up.

Somewhere else, somewhere deep.

Feel it inside, punched in the gut.

Sick to my stomach, gonna throw up.

There’s that hole there in the softest part

the strongest muscle, my bleeding heart.

The human conditions’ a bitch to survive.

If you’re alone than you’re barely alive.

You’re missing and I can’t find you so,

I mourn your loss. Baby where’d you go?

I know out there you’re thriving, happy.

In my dreams of course, because right now

in front of me;

you’re scared, tired, ashamed, lost

giving up everything at any cost.

I’m broken seeing you brake.

I wanna save you but you can’t be saved.

“Gotta do it yourself, nobody, no one else.”

Can’t do it for you.

No matter how much I adore you.

So while I patiently wait

for you to gather your gait

get strong, then come grab me by the waist.

Satiate my emptiness

and we’ll both be saved.